Some Principles in Understanding the
Origin of the Jiva
by Ravindra Svarup Prabhu
We conditioned souls are originally
Krsna conscious living entities, but owing to a desire to be independent of God
and to be the Supreme ourselves, we have fallen from our original position and
become covered by maya, who provides us with false identities of gross and
subtle matter. By the grace of Krsna and His pure devotees we fallen souls can
regain our original Krsna consciousness and in so doing go back to Godhead.
This simple dramatic narrative tells the
story of who we are, where we came from, how we fell, and how we can be
restored. Srila Prabhupada tells us this story, and so do the previous acaryas
and the scriptures. This story is the profoundest truth about ourselves, and
there is no fault in it.
Yet the story becomes complicated when
we discover (from the identical infallible sources) that the souls in the
spiritual world are nitya-siddha,
eternally or perpetually liberated souls, and that no one falls from the
spiritual world. Further, the souls in the material world are nitya-baddha, eternally or perpetually
conditioned, and we learn that their conditioned state is anadi, or without any beginning. These statements, also, are true
without a doubt.
How can these facts be reconciled with
the story of fall and redemption?
It is necessary to recognize that the
seemingly straightforward linear narrative is more complicated than it appears
because the narrative's scope of action spans two "worlds," one
eternal and the other temporal.
We can get some sense of the relation
between these two worlds if we recollect the temporal structure of the material
universe as presented in Srimad-Bhagavatam.
As one ascends from Martya-loka (our level or plane), through Svarga-loka (the
plane of the enjoying and administrating devas), and further through Mahar-loka
and so on (the planes of the austere rsis and sages) to Satya-loka (the plane
of Brahma), time progressively dilates. Thus, as 360 years go by here in
Martya-loka, only a year passes for the devas in Svarga-loka. And 300 billion
years have to come and go down here for a single year to transpire in
Satya-loka for Lord Brahma.
Srimad-Bhagavatam mentions that
when Brahma kidnapped the cowherd boys and calves from Krsna, the victims were
gone a complete year by human experience, but for Brahma, operating on
Satya-loka time, only a moment (a truti)
had passed. A truti lasts exactly
8/13,500 of a second.
On another occasion Maharaja Kakudmi,
seeking a husband for his daughter Revati, took her to Satya-loka to ask Lord
Brahma to arrange the match. Brahma kept them waiting until he had finished
hearing a recital by Gandharva musicians. When Kakudmi finally presented his
request, Brahma burst out laughing. Everyone Kakudmi would have wanted for his
daughter was long gone, for twenty-seven yuga cycles had passed (about 160
million years) while the supplicant and his daughter cooled their heels in the
anteroom.
A live television broadcast on
Satya-loka of events on Martya-loka would disclose everything moving with
dizzying speed, a blur of mountains rising up and dissolving away, oceans
swelling and shrinking, peoples and civilizations rushing on and off the earth.
By the same token, a live broadcast on Martya-loka of current events on
Satya-loka would transmit motion so slow as to be undetectable by normal human
vision. Only time-lapse photography, snapping the shutter every thousand years
or so, would disclose activity.
Keeping all this in mind, imagine the
temporal structure of the universe depicted in the form of an equilateral
triangle, with the base representing Martya-loka. Its width at the base stands
for the duration of the universe in our years—that is, 311 trillion 40 billion
years. As we go up, the triangle narrows, so that at the level of Brahma the
duration of the universe (still depicted as the width of the triangle) is 100
of his years.
Now continue up the universe, past
Satya-loka. The unit-measure of duration continues to dilate, time slows more
and more, and finally, at the point where the material realm borders the
spiritual, time has its stop. Here, at the apex of the triangle, we reach the
point of translation between material and spiritual worlds, between time and
eternity.
This is the "now moment of
eternity," an everlasting instant without past or future. We have seen
how, when we go up the universe, a unit-measure of time includes more and more
of our years. What then happens when we take that process to the limit, as we
do when we reach the apex? That single climactic moment embodies time without
beginning and end. From this point of view, the lifetimes of a trillion,
trillion Brahmas are over as soon as they begin. Who can even express such
inconceivable things?
It remains to be mentioned, for the sake
of thoroughness, that the apex of our triangle marks the limit of the ascent to
the Absolute by mystical speculation. According to mystic speculators, the
everlasting moment of eternity is necessarily spent in stasis, immobility.
Vaisnavas, however, know of transcendental variegatedness and activities.
Although eternity is described as having no past or future, there is still
sequence (for there are lilas,
pastimes); and knowledge, bliss, and beauty eternally increase.
If we were to continue with our figure
of a triangle, we would have to envision the two lines of its sides extending
through the apex to form a second, inverted triangle. Let this triangle, with
its base up and its apex down, signify the spiritual realm of transcendental
variegatedness as it expands beyond the zero point of nirvana. The figure of
the two triangles, apex to apex, is simply another representation of what the Bhagavad-gita signifies by the metaphor
of an inverted tree, a reflection of the original tree standing on the water's
bank.
Our minds boggle even at the "now
moment of eternity" of the impersonal speculators. Even further from our
conceptions is a realm in which transcendental time, which has neither past nor
future, allows for activities—"pastimes"—and ever-increasing
qualities of beauty, joy, and knowledge.
Now to consider the issue before us, we
must not only contemplate that inconceivable eternal realm, but we must think
about it in relationship with our world of past, passing, and to come. Let us
proceed to do so.
As we have seen, the transcendental
realm is eternally present, an everlasting instant. Every soul in that realm
must accordingly be characterized as "nitya-mukta."
This includes the souls that come from the material world. For if a soul enters
that realm from the material world, can we ask "when did that soul
arrive?" The question does not apply. "Once" the soul gets
there, that soul can only be "nitya-mukta."
He has, necessarily, "always" been there. This is the logic of
eternity.
Now let us go to a matter equally
inconceivable. Let us say, for the purposes of discussion, that a soul
"falls" from eternity and sojourns in the material world. When did he
enter the material world? We can only say that the fall is a non-temporal act
that renders the conditioned soul bound from all time. The history of his
incarceration in time has no beginning. The conditioned soul has always been
conditioned. Strictly speaking, the question of "when" does not
apply. Although bondage is not the soul's original condition, the state of
bondage is necessarily described as anadi,
or beginningless, and the conditioned soul himself is characterized as "nitya-baddha," eternally bound or
conditioned. There was no time when he was not bound.
Yet such souls can attain release and
enter the spiritual realm. Let us say that the soul who has fallen from that
realm into beginningless bondage now returns. The duration of that bondage
spans time without limit, as we have seen. Yet now, if we inquire, from the
perspective of eternity, "How long has that fallen and restored soul been
absent?", the answer is "He never left." Or, alternatively,
"the question does not apply." For the logic of eternity dictates
that no one falls from eternity—even if he does so.
The logic of eternity also dictates that
no conditioned soul can "begin" his eternal life—even though he does
so. In considering both falling from and returning to transcendence, we must
accept the logic of eternity to be true to what is real.
Thus we see that while it is true that
no one falls from the spiritual world, we in fact have done so, and yet there
is no contradiction.
The dramatic narration of a life with
God, a fall from that life, a sojourn in the alien world of illusion, and a
final restoration to God is not a fiction. It is a profound truth. It need not
be rejected on the mistaken notion that it conflicts with other, equally true,
statements of authorities.
For our better understanding, however,
we need to be aware of one simplification that takes place—quite naturally—in
the telling of the narrative of fall and redemption. This is the representation
of all the events in the story as though they take place on a single temporal
continuum. For example, we habitually characterize our entry into time as
though it were itself a temporal occasion, a dateable event. However, as we
have seen, "once" we become conditioned, we have always been
conditioned.
Similarly, we think of our rebellion
against God as a distant, aboriginal event, one that took place long ago and
far away, in that world. In truth,
that single act of rebellion is perpetual; that very same aboriginal event is
taking place right now. We have only to look into our hearts to confirm this.
Furthermore, when we "return"
to the spiritual world, it will only be to discover that indeed we never left,
and there has always been right here. We are right now with Krsna, for
Krsna consciousness is our svarupa,
our eternal identity. We need only wake up and see where we are.
All this is known to Srila Prabhupada
and to the acaryas. They know how one can fall from a place no one falls from,
enter into an ignorance that has always been, and return to a place one never
actually left. Because such matters are inconceivable to mundane minds, when
teachers speak of such things their words may seem contradictory. But in one
way or another they all tell the whole truth.