Scenes from Navadvipa Parikrama
by Ravindra Swarup Prabhu
Two
Auspicious Baths
After pulling ourselves from the
Ganges's grip, we clamber up the sand bluffs. The river glows like molten lead.
The noon wind dries us. Languorous from water, wind, and sun, we make our way
slowly up the long cart-track toward Belpukur, the family village of Lord
Caitanya's mother, Sacidevi. As the train of devotees stretches itself along
the rising trail, cows come streaming down it, lots of them, nudged along by
village boys carrying switches. Their hoofs raise a cloud of fine powder, as
silky as talcum, that coats our bodies from head to foot. Thus we receive our
second "auspicious bath" of the day.
The
United Nations of the Spiritual World
For seven days we wander among the
fields, villages, and cowsheds deep in the West Bengal countryside, on parikrama. Parikrama means "walking about." We are walking about Sri
Navadvipa Dhama, a place of pilgrimage, a tirtha
or "ford" for crossing from the material to the spiritual world. This
crossing was opened by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, who made his advent here 506
years ago. Both before and after the central event, the spiritual realm is
manifest here within the material. Parikrama
is the process by which the contiguous spiritual geography of Navadvipa is
disclosed.
In mundane geography, Navadvipa Dhama
encompasses an area thirty-two miles in circumference centered on Mayapura, a
three-miles tract resting on the eastern bank of the Bhagirathi River, a branch
of the lower Ganges, directly north of the spot where the Jalangi empties into
it. This is about seventy [?] miles north of Calcutta as the crow flies.
On the first day out, our parikrama party holds 800 devotees from
forty-six different countries. India is represented by 230; Russia,
seventy-five; Germany, sixty; United States, fifty; Poland, forty-five;
Australia, thirty-five. The United Kingdom, Sweden, Switzerland, and Belgium
each sends twenty-five; Hungary, Yugoslavia, and Italy, fifteen each. Those
delegating between six and ten are: New Zealand, Latvia, Bulgaria, Ukraine,
South Africa, Peru, Denmark, Brazil, Spain, Singapore, Argentina, Austria,
France, Lithuania, and Japan. Those with five or less: Equator, Mauritius, The
Netherlands, Czechoslovakia, Costa Rica, Indonesia, The Philippines, Malaysia,
Canada, Hong Kong, Croatia, Bahrain, Santo Domingo, Fiji, Norway, Nepal,
Bangladesh, and Slovania.
Each day our numbers increase. By the
seventh and final day our ranks have swollen by 300 more. However, there is no
documentation to say where they come from.
Thud-Thud-Thud
My first night on parikrama I bed down in an alcove within the sprawling tent-complex
set up for us. Florescent tubes glow its length and breadth. I try to fall
asleep, but fairly close by an indefatigable little engine puts out a staccato
thudding, an endless plosive stutter. For a long time I listen that sound. The
sudden silence, when it stops, awakens me. All lights are out, the engine
driving the generator mute at last.
In the morning dark, I bath under a
portable water tower erected in a nearby field; I am hammered by the same
stuttering beat Crouched in the trampled grass a little engine suck my bath
water up from the lake.
I come to hear that sound everywhere. It
is the sound of a two-stroke, three-horsepower diesel engine. Every night a
clutch of them chug away about our camps bringing light. water, and
amplification. "It is the engine of India," Prithu says.
As we pass through kingdoms of rice
fields, the engines hang long strands of sound-beads in the rural silence. The
machines hide within straw huts that punctuate the fields, banging tirelessly
away. From each hut's side a wide pipe pours tube-well water into the fields.
We clamber aboard fifty-foot-long
wide-beamed wooden boats to ply up the Ganges. The boatmen crank the engines.
Belches of black diesel smoke herald the beginning of the familiar thudding
that will escort our flotilla for two hours on the wide waters.
The
Cows Look Up
In all the villages we file through it
is clear that kine are kin--venerable family members who intimately share the
courtyards with their human relations. These cherished cows don't eat off the
ground like beasts. A kindly consideration provides them with pottery bowls,
maybe four feet around, set in earthen pillars three feet high. As our party
moves through the villages chanting, the humans line the paths to greet us,
while behind them in the cow-crowded courtyards the cows look up from their
bowls to acknowledge us with slow bovine stares before attending to their meals
again.
Of
Soul and Soles
On parikrama
the ground underfoot assumes immense importance, because you're supposed to go
shoeless. A Western tenderfoot, I start out in my shoes, but take them off the
second day after we receive an admonishing lecture by Lokanatha Swami, who
promises "blisters become bliss." Others repeat the body builder's
slogan, "No pain, no gain." Nevertheless, I keep my shoes handy in my
shoulder bag, just in case.
I noticed the difference right away:
barefoot I am definitely more here,
in solid contact with the sacred soil. Grounded, or as they say in India,
"earthed". However, my vision now perpetually scans the terrain
immediately before my delicate feet, and much scenery flows by unseen. The cow
paths and cart tracks deep in the country are wonderful: cool, soft powdery
earth. Even the brick roads through some larger villages are not bad. But I
grow to hate the "government roads" whose dead surfaces abrade the
soles and are sown like minefields with sharp tiny stones. I sometimes go shod
against the unforgiving asphalt. Is this, too, the holy ground? The question
receives some discussion.
As we pick our way barefoot over a rough
section, Jayapataka Maharaja tells me, "Kavichandra Swami said he read if
you wear your shoes you loose twenty-five percent of the benefit. Hey, only
twenty-five percent! That's not so much! Makes you reconsider about the
shoes!"
In spite of my caution, my feet at the
end have taken their punishment: Blistered, pierced, cut, and bruised not just
from walking ten vulnerable kilometers a day, but also by incautious dancing
and leaping about on unyielding cement or tile. However: the bliss of the soul overcomes the pain of the soles.
The
Owls at Mamgachi
Awash in the strong scent of tulasi
plants, I am siting under an ancient bakul tree in a temple courtyard in
Mamgachi. I can see the graceful the Deity Madan Gopal, once worshipped by Lord
Caitanya's associate Vasudeva Datta. The priest who has taken care of Madan
Gopal for fifty-four years, man and boy, stands white-haired and stooped on the
temple plinth and addresses us. His name is Jagat Bandhu dasa Brahmachari. The
bakul tree is very old and sacred, he tells us; its enormous trunk is hollow;
as a child he used to climb down inside it. In the branches of the tree dwell
two white owls, emissaries of Laksmi-devi, the goddess of fortune and consort
of Visnu. Formerly, the two owls used to appear every evening at the time of arati, when the priest would ring the
bell and circle the five-flamed ghee lamp before Madan Gopal, and dusk would
gather in the branches of the bakul tree. And there the owls would be,
watching--large, pale, auspicious. But nowadays, the priest says, you don't see
them. They appear only very, very rarely.
The
Trolley
In the middle of the procession rolls the
loudspeaker trolley. A "trolley" in Bengali denotes a certain
ubiquitous carrier for goods-- a man-powered, three-wheeled cycle with a flat
wooden bed, about five feet long and three wide, set between the rear wheels.
The driver of the trolley in our procession never rides; he just pushes. A
bamboo mast, about five feet high, is lashed to the seat support; mounted fore
and aft are two powerful loudspeakers. Tied above them is the receiver for the
cordless microphone, its silver antenna jutting out like a gaff. Two hefty
truck batteries and an amplifier ride the flat-bed. Also: assorted shoulder
bags and back-packs, canteens and bottles of Bisleri water, and the occasional
footsore child, who runs the risk, however, of inner-ear damage.
India has embraced sound amplification
with unbridled enthusiasm. To Western ears, the whole country seems to have its
volume set too high. Mobile and stationary loudspeakers seek you out
everywhere. Prithu expounds to me on the theory that in India, Loudness is
Truth. The Holy Name is sweet, but we do keep our distance from the sound
trolley.
The other part of the system, the
cordless mike, is an unmitigated boon. In procession, the lead Hare Krsna
chanter can move at will up and down the line, the percussion section sticking
to him like bodyguards around a head-of-state. When we stop at various holy
places, the trolley can sit even at distance when walls, steps, or slopes block
passage, and everyone can hear the preachers and story-tellers, who are able
conveniently to pass the mike around among themselves.
Best of all, at our stops the cordless
mike gives unprecedented freedom to the kirtana
leader. With the broadcasting trolley docked alongside the kirtana hall or temple yard, the unteathered lead singer is free to
plunge into the action on the floor, to spin around, to race back and forth,
even to roll on the ground, and thus unbound by cordage to draw energy from the
dancing troupe, while the invisible etheric umbilicus carries his mounting
enthusiasm to the trolley, which delivers it to the happy crowd.
The
Prabhupada-Dhara
At the head of our procession, just
behind the banner stretched between two poles, comes Srila Prabhupada in deity
form. He's carried each day by Param Gati Swami, a tall and graceful Brazilian
who leads our temple in Paris. Param Gati Swami has gotten in shape for this
service, walking for days before in bare feet to toughen up his soles. As
Prabhupada's bearer, he can't break stride or hop around like the rest of us to
avoid rough terrain.
Robed in saffron, garlanded with
marigolds, Srila Prabhupada rides between gold cushions upon a golden throne.
Parma Gati Swami grasps the heavy vyasasana
by its sides and bottom, bearing it straight out in front of his solar plexus.
To insure a smooth ride, Prabhupada has to be held slightly away from the
carrier's body. Every evening Param Gati Swami has to have his arms and
shoulders massaged for a few hours to work the cramps out.
State
of the Art
Pennants flying, our pilgrim-laden boat
beats up the Ganges and disturbs a huge flock of ducks. A dense cloud of birds
bursts into the sky, each tiny dark laboring form precisely etched on pulsing
blue. Awestruck, we watch the flock wheel about, drop over the water, rise up,
wheel about again, and again, and again in a spectacular display of precision
aerial acrobatics. As it slides past shifting vistas of earth and water and
air, the racing bird-cloud continually alters shape while all the sharp-edged
bird-forms in unison switch aspect from front to side to back. The display
reminds me strongly of something. What? Ah! High-powered computer graphics!
We are walking a high dike-road; rice
paddies stretch in both directions as far as the eye can see. Ponds for
breeding small fish boarder the road twenty feet below. Suddenly, a large bird,
stiletto-beaked, darts athwart us and hovers at eye-level just beyond the
embankment. I stop and gawk at this kingfisher--the size of him!--hanging like
a hummingbird. Parked in sheer space, the bird peers down intently at the water
below. Suddenly it become a falling needle-nosed dart that slips beneath the
surface as smooth as grease; a moment later it regains the air in an
blue-and-white flurry of feather and froth, a sliver of silver disappearing
into its beak. I have looked with awe on stealth fighters and jump-jets, but
that was before the demostration of this hunter's aeronautics.
Excess
at Narasimha Palli
It is my first day on parikrama, and when we arrive at
Narasimha Palli--our final destination--I have a headache. I want to be some
place quiet, and dark. I want to be by myself. But I am quite surrounded; the
whole village has turned out to sell or watch. The kirtana hall--a roofed, open-sided terrazzo stage in front of a
small domed temple--is crammed with a melee of devotees, who are spilling from
the flanks and plunging in again. The sound trolley, drawn up along side,
demonstrates its potency to the wondering villagers. I crawl into a shady spot
in a twin hall (for eating) adjacent the kirtana
hall. There the uproar is getting wilder and wilder. I see arms flailing about,
and the maelstrom in the middle of the press move up and down the hall.
Amazingly, I see feet in the air. A roar goes up. I see a well-known sannyasi, of considerable heft, borne up
over the devotees' heads. I disapprove. Each crash of drum and cymbal fires a
squib of pain in my head. I am wondering where I can escape to, when a
muscular, sweat-soaked figure emerges from the mob and lopes half-crouched
toward me. It is Ayodhyapati dasa, a former football player from Memphis,
Tennessee, just the sort of fellow who made my life miserable in high school.
He seizes my arm in a hard, meaty grip and pulls. I shake my head no, and he
pulls harder. I am on my feet and a second later in the middle of the hubbub,
buffeted violently on all sides. Ayodhyapati puts his face two inches before
mine and screams like a Marine Corps drill instructor at the top of his lungs.
He is screaming: "Hare Krsna! Hare Krsna! Krsna Krsna! Hare Hare!"
I scream right back. He grins and shoves
the microphone in my hand. The drums and cymbals crash. Jolts of energy surge
into me from the press of buffeting bodies. The world starts spinning.
Fifteen minutes later, soaking wet,
banged up about the ribs, I worm out of the line of scrimmage and fall panting
on the sidelines, wondering what came over me. As I try to recover by breath, I
feel that meaty grip biting on my arm again. I offer no resistance. He pulls me
to a tiny side-door of the temple. "Special mercy," he points out. A
devotee is stretched flat into the temple sanctum, his hands grasping the feet
of the ancient black image of Narasimha-deva. The devotee gets up, and I
stretch into the cool, sweet-scented darkness and hold the feet of the
ferocious half-man, half-lion incarnation of Krsna, who once stopped at this
place a very long time ago.
Satisfied, the sankirtana drill instructor, coach, instigator, and rabble-rouser
hauls me back into the kirtana, where
I am good for the course. Later, as we prepare to bathe in the lake, I thank
Ayodhyapati. He is limping from a pulled tendon; his forearms bear gashes from
the edges of the wide brass cymbals called "whompers." A few scrapes
decorate his forehead. "A little rough," I comment. But my headache
is quite gone.
As we sit the following morning in a
shady grove for breakfast, Sivarama Swami delivers an announcement. He says
that the kirtana at Narasimha Palli
was somewhat excessive. Of course, you can do anything in ecstasy, but still,
he says, we don't see that Lord Caitanya's associates ever picked devotees up
and carried them around while others grabbed their feet. (Some of us are
looking down abashed.) Sivarama continues: We should keep the Holy Name in the
center. We should take care not to concoct anything and not to get rowdy.
He is right, of course, and after that,
our kirtanas are never so outre. Even so, I crave them. Narasimha
Palli has made me an addict. And Ayodhyapati of course, still goads us
on--somewhat subversively, I think.
Digestion
We sail pas a sandbar in the Ganges
occupied by a party of large, satiated vultures standing at their ease about
the remains of some washed-up carrion. Having dined, they are peaceful
satisfied, dignified--reminding me of nothing so much as a convocation of
pious, prosperous burghers after a memorial banquet.
The
Bats of Lord Siva
We gather first in the village square
before the empty temple, a small, pretty structure with a fresh pale-yellow
wash on it plastered walls and a newly thatched roof. (I learn later that the
renovations were paid for by the Bhaktivedanta Swami Charitable Trust,
established by Srila Prabhupada to restore pilgrimage sites.) Sitting before
the temple, we hear about the unusual Deity who takes up residence here only
twelve days in the year; the rest of the time he reposes under the waters of a
nearby lake. He is called Hamsa-vahana Mahadeva, Lord Siva Who-Rides-A-Swan.
Here is the story: Once Suta Goswami,
the famous reciter of Srimad Bhagavatam at
Naimisaranya forest five millennia ago, came to this island in Navadvipa and,
endowed with foresight, narrated the furture pastimes of Sri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu. Eager to hear Suta's discourse, Lord Siva mounted his vahana or carrier, the bull Nandi, and
left his abode. Nandi was slow, and Lord Siva became increasingly impatient.
Stopping at the abode of Lord Brahma, Siva swapped his bull for Brahma's much
swifter swan-carrier, and on that he swooped down onto Navadvipa in time to
eagerly drink the nectar of Lord Caitanya's pastimes with his ears.
The Hamsa-vahana Deity memorializes Lord
Siva's unusual appearance on Brahma's swan, impelled by his ecstatic attraction
to Lord Caitanya. The worshipers of Hamsa-vahana say that the Deity is always
extremely hot, so they must keep him continuously covered with water, like the
core of a nuclear reactor. That's why he stays submerged in a lake. On the
twelve days in April that Hamsa-vahana comes out to be viewed in the temple,
water is poured over him non-stop, around the clock. Otherwise he heats up and
starts smoking. All day and all night long queues of people waiting to bathe
Hamsa-vahana stretch through the village streets.
Popular opinion holds that Hamsa-vahana
is hot from anger (as Siva exemplifies destructive rage), but the truth is that
the heat arises from Lord Siva's intense love for Lord Caitanya.
After hearing about Hamsa-vahana, we
make our way out of the shady village, chanting loudly. A dirt cart-track takes
us through dazzling rice fields toward a bosky tree-line, ballooned out by the
form of a massive banyan. These trees drink the waters of the lake in which
Hamsa-vahana lies submerged.
As we close in on the great banyan the
sky over us erupts with the screeching fluttering forms of montrous bats, five
feet from wing-tip to wing-tip. These are the fruit bats of the Old World
tropics known aptly as "flying foxes". There are scores of them.
Jinking and gyrating madly, they careen about the banyan, and their shrill
cries of alarm usher us into the shade of the banyan's soaring vault
The mammoth trunk is a thick braid of
interwoven risers, fused into a U. It perches on the high edge of a slope that,
cross-hatched with knobby roots, drops away to the lake shore. The entire
amphitheater is covered by a vast umbrella of leaf, the ribbings of heavy
branches arching far out over the waters. From the overhead vaulting hang
multiple ropy descenders, arboreal tails, their tips finely tasseled with
roots-to-be, eager for earth.
After working through an obstacle course
of living wood, I gain the trunk and sit on a fat root at the mouth of the U,
which faces the lake. I peer in. The interior is about two feet across at the
opening and reaches back about ten feet, widening out by another foot. Twelve
feet up the sides converge to make a roof. The interior wall is a weave of
semi-fused tube-shaped slick-skinned risers; it looks uncannily like
extraterrestrial organic structures as depicted in Hollywood science fiction
films.
The enclosure has been floored with mud,
finished with a smooth, dun-colored plaster of cow-dung. There is even a step.
It is an exquisite sitting place for meditation, the bhajana-kutir of a sage with matted locks, a lookout providing a
beautiful view of the shaded slope and shore and the hyacinth-covered waters of
the lake itself. Most of all, the banyan-cave is a place of darsana, of viewing the Deity, for in a
direct line of sight from the entrance, about fifteen feet out into the
plant-choked lake, stands a patch of clear water, in the middle of which rise
out the struts of a sunken bamboo frame. Just here, on the lake bottom, coolly
reposes Hamsa-Vahana Mahadeva.
When Hamsa-vahana comes out of the lake,
Subhaga Maharaja says, he is placed in the tree-cave and worshipped before
being carried to the thatched temple in the village. We set the deity of Srila
Prabhupada, seated on his golden vyasasana,
within the tree-kutir. First I bend
inside to brush out a few dead leaves and curls of dried snakeskin. I get a
closer look into the interior. Against the wall hang arrases of well-knit
spider webs, the X of a large black
spider in the center of each one. The bellies of the spiders are marked
horizontally with three parallel white lines--the forehead ornament of Lord
Siva.
I am asked to addressed the assembly.
Overhead the leather-winged foxbats still squeak and gibber as they pivot about
the tree top. Looking down at the bamboo slats jutting out of the water, I
appeal to Hamsa-vahana Mahadeva to help us distribute Lord Caitanya's mercy in
this Kali-yuga, when so many people are ruled by the dangerous and destructive
forces of the mode of darkness that Lord Siva himself controls. As the foremost
devotee of Krsna, Lord Siva should bestow his mercy to those people plagued by
intoxication, insanity, rage, and despair--so they can receive Lord Caitanya's
gift of love of God..
Finally we leave the shelter of the
banyan tree and again traverse the open fields. Five minutes later we halt in a
high pasture, grass grazed to the nub, next to a mango grove. This is the place
Suta Goswami recited the pastimes of Caitanya; this field is identical with
Naimisaranya, in northwest India, where Suta spoke Srimad Bhagavatam. Naimisaranya is regarded as the hub of the
universe, so any sacrifice performed here redounds to the benefit of all
people. Mindful of this, to save all souls, we sit and chant a round of the
Hare Krsna mantra on our beads, and
then stand and chant Hare Krsna congregationally. The kirtana is mellow and sweet. In the distance I see the flock of
bats streaming away from the banyan tree. I watch them wandering over the
brightly lit fields, their formation scattered and splayed. Idly, I wonder if
they are disoriented by all the light, for it is now well into morning. I
return my attention to the kirtana.
Suddenly they are massed directly over our heads, fairly low, wheeling about in
a tight spirals, their squeaks audible through our chanting. And then the sky
is empty.
The
Elders
I hear that a number of young devotees
profess astonishment to see us old folk--all around the half-century mark--
frolicking in kirtana like kids,
forgetful of our dignity and decorum. We do let ourselves go. Afterwards, we
sit around complaining to one another about our backs, our hip joints, our
ankles, our arches. We vow we won't go overboard like this again; we remind
ourselves that we don't have those elastic, quick-mending bodies of youth; but
the next day we throw caution and common sense to the wind and whoop it up
carelessly, in defiance of gravity.
In his evening years the poet W. B.
Yeats wrote, some thought excessively, on carnal themes. "You think it
horrible," he addressed these critics, " that lust and rage/ Should
dance attention on my old age." He answered them with a rhetorical
question: "What else have I to spur me into song?"
Well, here is something else. Here is
our singing and dancing school, where aging men clap and sing, disdaining their
bones and their dignity, no lust nor rage spuring them into song.
The
Real Dirt
"Whoever rolls in the dirt of
Surabhi Kunj, chanting the names of Lord Caitanya and Nityananda, receives the
special mercy of Nityananda," our guide announces, consulting his
guidebook. I file into the entrance way of Surabhi Kunj with the first group to
look for a good place to roll in the dirt. It's not easy. Right now, Surabhi
Kunj is a construction site, full of stacks of bricks, cement mix, and iron
rebarbs. Finally, someone discovers a patch of nice sand, and we throw
ourselves down into it, rolling and chanting.
Shortly, Jayapataka Maharaja arrives.
"Hey!" He exclaims. "This is construction
sand! It was brought in from outside! Over here! Look! Here is the real dirt!" I dash over. Sure
enough, there is a wide swatch of dark, crumbly earth. It looks good. We fling
ourselves down and start rolling.
Subala
Vesa
In a field outside a village the cows
have been frighten by the crowd of passing pilgrims. Herders chase two mothers
and their calves through the rice stubble, trying to get them to cross the
road. At the edge they balk and bellow, eyes rolling and bulging, and bolt back
through their herders. Our group stand well clear until the two cows finally
trot swiftly up the road. A cowherd boy picks up the littlest calf, hugging it
tightly to his chest, and walks off after its mother.
"Subala vesa," Bhurijana says to me. "You know that story?"
"No."
This is the story he told me; it is
about Radha and Krsna.
Srimati Radharani is the embodiment of
the internal pleasure potecy of Sri Krsna, the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
He is the supreme male; she, the supreme female, and the play of their
ever-growing love affair is the most secret mystery enacted at the fountainhead
of reality. Radha eternally belongs to Krsna, and Krsna to Her, but for the
sake of increasing love, the couple forget themselves in dramatic arrangements,
by which Srimati Radharani's relation with Krsna is illicit, and scandalous. Defiers
of convention, flaunters of morality, the lovers are kept apart by committees
of vigilant elders. In anguish, they long for each other and, with their
confidantes, obsessively conspire to meet secretly in the Vrindavana forests.
Their success breeds tightened security,
and Radha is virtually a prisoner in her own house. Yearning for Krsna, all day
long she goes about her duties under the sharp eye of Jatila, her
mother-in-law. Others track Krsna's movements. One the day in question,
however, a close friend of Krsna named Subala went toward the house of Radha's
in-laws, with whom she lived. He had a calf with him. At the right spot, Subala
gave a twist to the calf's tail; it raced off, and as planned charged straight
into the courtyard of Radha's family, Subala coming in hot pursuit. Jatila was
instantly alert. Warning bells went off.
"What are you doing here?" Jatila demanded of the panting Subala after
stopping him just past the gate. "You're great buddies with that juvenile
delinquent Krsna. The two of you are up to something! I know it! Get out of
here!"
"No, no, no," Subala
protested. "Mother, you've got it all wrong. I'm just trying to get my
calf back, that's all." He smiled charmingly. "And Mother, I have to
agree with you about Krsna. I'm finished with him. We had a fight this morning,
and I've seen the light. You won't see me hanging out with him anymore, getting
into trouble. Now, I'm just trying to do my duty. Please, let me get my
calf."
Jatila was persuaded, and she let Subala
go find his calf.
He finds Radharani, and swiftly he gives
her his clothes to put on. Subala and Radha could be twins, so alike are their
features, so when she is dressed in Subala's cow-herding clothes, she is a dead
ringer. Then she wraps her arms about the calf and raises it up. Her breasts
are completely hidden.
Giddy with the thought of meeting Krsna,
Radharani walks away from her house, directly under the piercing gaze of
Jatila, who only see Subala carrying his calf out. He looks back at Jatila, and
with a smile nods in farewell.
That's how Radha came to be dressed in subala-vesa, Subala's clothes. This
pastimes is still celebrated in Vrindavana temples. If you go on the right day,
you'll see the Deity of Srimati Radharani dressed up in the outfit of a cowherd
boy and holding a calf to her chest. Because she's dressed in a man's dhoti, it's one of the few times you can
see her feet, usually hidden by her skirt or sari.
Tamala
Krsna Goswami Suffers A Defeat
After a four hour march, we are gathered
at our final stopping place, in a great hall before the Deities at the yoga-pitha, the birthsite of Lord
Caitanya. Devotees have been coming to the microphone on the stage and sharing
with the crowd their "parikrama realizations."
The devotees are both instructed and entertained by these presentations, and
they have gone on far past the scheduled time We are supposed to take breakfast
here and arrive back at the our temple in time for the noon arati. We won't make it. As people
speak, Tamala Krsna Goswami, sotto voce,
gathers support among the leaders on stage for a proposal to forego breakfast
in order to return in time for the noon arati:
if we are late, the Deities will not be on view, and our final kirtana will suffer.
Satisfied that he has support, Tamala
Krsna Goswami puts it to the crowd. He slants the presentation, making his
preference clear. We should skip breakfast and be back in time for a grand
finale kirtana. What is eating
compared to ecstatic chanting?
"How many want to skip breakfast
and leave right away to we can have a huge kirtana?"
Strangely, only a few hands go up.
"How many want to honor breakfast prasadam now, and take our chances on
getting back?" The hall explodes with cheers and waving arms.
Moral: the sankirtana army, like all armies, moves on its stomach.
Receptions
Villagers line the roadside to see us
passing by. Sometimes we see them come running across the fields. They press
their palms together in respect, and lifting their arms, shout, "Gaura haribol! Gaura haribol!" Sometimes a man will prostrate himself in the
road and try to touch the passing pilgrims' feet. Often villagers will spill
buckets of water in our pathway as a sign of respect, and then smear their
bodies with the water after everyone has passed through. Many times we are
received by women with a chorus of shrill ululations, sounding something like
the rising and falling trill of cicadas. It is an auspicious sound, like that
of a conch shell, and goes by the name of ulu-dhvani.
On the last stretch of our journey, on
the road between the yoga-pitha and
our own temple, a woman stands, unexpectedly, in the exact center of the
highway, facing our advancing column. She waits for us motionlessly, her eyes
downcast as we advance toward her. A steel bucket, brimming with water, sits by
her feet. A few yards in front of her, we comes to a halt; she stands directly
before Srila Prabhupada in Param Gati Swami's hands. She is a strikingly lovely
young woman. She has freshly bathed and is dressed with care in clean, new
garments. The white Vaisnava tilaka mark
and the large red bindi dot on her
forehead, the bright vermilion anointing the part in her shinning hair have all
been applied with precision. She keeps her eyes shyly downcast. As the
half-mile-long column comes gradually to a stop behind us, we stand there as if
mesermized by her intensity of purpose, her shyness, her perfection of dress.
She tips the bucket forward, and the
clear water washes toward us, flowing around Param-Gati Swami's feet. She
raises a white conch shell to her lips, and three husky, drawn-out notes
vibrate the air. She lowers the conch. Then her mouth opens to an O, the tip of
her pink tongue oscillates rapidly from side to side, and three long, trilling
ululations, rising and falling, fill the air. When the shrill sound fades, she
slowly offers obeisances, her forehead on the wet tarmac, and then she steps
aside.
The column moves forward.
Mantras
of Sacrifice
We turn from the road and approach the
great gate to our burgeoning Mayapura City. A reception party has come out. Two
elephants stand swaying side to side. Greeters move among the returning
devotees heaping garlands of marigolds on them and plastering their forehead
with sandalwood paste. Priests come forward bearing a golden "auspicious
pot" of sacrifice on a tray covered with banana leaves; they are
surrounded by gurukula boys, who
chant the beautiful purusa-suka mantras from the Rg Veda.
Lead by the elephants, we proceed slowly
toward the temple. In front of me ring out the mantras of the ancient Vedic yajna
or sacrifice, the primary dispensation for a time now long past. From
behind sounds the driving chorus of Hare Krsna, the mantra of the sankirtana-yajna,
the dispensation for the present age. The eternal sounds of the two sacrifices,
old and new, mingle and swirl about one another like the waters of the Yamuna
and Ganges in confluence. The mantras of
sacrifice sweep us into the temple, where Sri Sri Radha-Madhava are receiving arati.
Saffron
Feet
The sound trolley has been drawn up
inside the temple, and the microphone moves in the eye of the storm all around
the vast hall. The best chanters of the parikrama--Kripamaya,
Mahamantra, Indradyumna Swami--are pushing the outer limits of enthusiasm, and
the dancing hosts sway and sashay up and down the hall, join to race in
snapping, human chains, link arms shoulder-to-shoulder and describe
counter-rotating circles within circles, form up in tight opposing ranks that
close in on each other and recoil like shock troops in close combat. The floor
has become heaped with the litter of marigolds from our garlands, and the
constant pounding of dancing feet has stirred and pounded them into a mash. The
marble turns slick, the hall redolent with the tang of the crushed flowers.
The feet of all the dancers have been
dyed saffron up to the ankles by the marigold juice. After two hours I drop to
the wayside, hors de combat, to
recover in the lee of a pillar. The chanting roars on without me. I look at my
feet. The stain is well worked in; the scrape of an experimental fingernail
across the skin has no effect.
It will take three days for the saffron
to disappear.